When the alarm went off this morning, I had second thoughts about getting up. Then I thought to myself "are you really going to work out tonight after work?" and the answer was no. No I was not, so I got up and did Day 4.
I was able to do the cardio a bit easier, without stopping for breaks. I really wanted to try and push myself today but my left calf started cramping up which is super annoying. I have weak ankles from severe foot pronation, and I recently was walking a lot so my ankles were getting pretty sore, but I kept walking. And then I tried running for a train in Chicago, and twisted it. It was swollen for several days and I thought pretty well healed but it does still bother me. So it's not making some things easy, like the jump ropes or lunges.
Overall I still feel it's a good workout, and I do think I'm improving my stamina even after a few days, my upper body is still super weak but I was able to get one good knee push up. After that I couldn't lower myself all the way down, but I'll get there.
So, I'm almost halfway with my first 10 days. I'm excited to see if I have any physical results after the 10 Days, I've seen a lot of before and afters and some people you really can see it in, I'm just afraid that I'm so fat that you won't be able to see a difference. I'm also afraid that if I don't see a difference, that I will give up. I do that. I know that over time it will change but I don't have much time, I have four and a half months to my wedding, I need to do something and do it NOW.
I AM NOT getting on that plane to Hawaii with my thighs touching the person in the next seat. Sometimes I wish his parents wouldn't have paid for it, because I'd rather just go to Disney where I had a shorter flight, and didn't have to wear a swimsuit at all.
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